life hasn't been smooth sailing for me.

work sucks. have not been confirmed yet after working 4 months plus alr. not onli me. together with two more collegue. sucky. think i'll tender my resignation at the end of this month, no point working there anymore.

collegue side wasn't smooth for me too. some fucker in the office just like to back stab me. it's so racist in my office. just because you're slightly more capable then her, she'll just simply say bosses dote more on chinese, cause their one too.

me&bf had alot of misunderstandings to clear. or rather doubtful points. i've got nothing to say anymore. our stubborn character really caused us to quarrel very oftenly. however, everytime after the rain, you'll see the rainbow.

me&BFF had a little tiff today. same thing, our stupid stubborn character. hope you'll really appreciate people who really loves you. learn to give & take. well, everything's fine now. =)

i've got no idea what happen to me. seems to have lose interest in everything, including faith in myself doing correct things & people like, to be happy with. i've lost my soul, my heart in everything.

who can I turn to?
someone, please save me......


i really HATE myself.